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Day 249. Post Operative Appointment. 

11/5/2015

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Although our hotel room was great, when the 6am alarm went off we both admitted to a restless night. It was well after midnight when I settled in to sleep and I lay there for a long time waiting for it to come. Once asleep every sound woke me. I felt as though I was just waiting for a trickle of morning light so I could get myself out of the farce of a night's sleep. Barry described a similar night.

Usually dreading such an early alarm we both moved into action at it's first sound. We arrived at Xray even before it opened. Once it did open, I had an X-ray and headed upstairs to the neurosurgery floor. We didn't stop for coffee and hardly said a word. Going through the motions we found our seats to wait. Within minutes I was called into the office. We met with the fellow as always and he pulled the x-rays up from days after my surgery and today. We held our breath and waited, silently.
He said "It looks good." I cried. Barry let out a sigh of relief he'd been holding for months. We could hardly contain ourselves, as the doctor continued to talk seemingly oblivious to our joy.

He explained there was a possibility of some bone growth. The beginning. A beginning. A humble, but hopeful start to what I now believe in my heart will be the beginning of the end of this year long medical tunnel we've been in.

I'm happy. More than happy, I guess it's relief, satisfaction and determination rolled into one. I want a new beginning to be strong and healthy again. I'm at the 10 week mark now and with every day I can see minor changes.

With our excitement to we didn't want to jump right in the car and head home so we did a little shopping, nothing exciting, just Costco. I was reminded of how easily I run our of steam when I had to hand the cartloads of stuff over to Barry to ring through the check out as I made my way to the car.

Once he joined me I could see he was feeling a little worn out too. I decided after much debate and consideration to get a cheap hotel and make it an early night. We will get on the road tomorrow at the crack of dawn to make it back in time for Barry to work.
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It's been a long day, and one that was a long time coming. I know I have a lot of work ahead of me but for this night, I will bask in the good news and snuggle happily under the covers.
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